20/09/2012 – Venetian Ghosts

For Jules

Recent graffiti despoils the faded peach, skin blushed walls
of crumbling plaster, baked crisp by fierce summers’ heat.
Grand canyons steeply cleaved in two by cool waters
transporting this city’s daily provender and bulky goods,
thrown into and out of low boats, creeping, by rhythmic Venetians, bending.
Steeped in history’s memories of exotic cultures passing through
to places far and foreign – a mecca of wonders of distant worlds;
soaked and absorbed into the fabric of buildings and washed
and sifted; softened; cleansed; transformed by flowing waters
ebbing and flowing, tidally driven, mystically moved.
See faces made by ancient Banksy’s form like clouds and disappear.
Sun shifted with shadows cast on the vertical sides of palaces
and basilicas; stately temples of music and drama; cultural shrines
of beauty and art; of Murano glass and Renaissance tapestries.
Ghosts of artists’ images cast in transient pictures there.
A nose, a chin, a classical sihouette – can you see it? Im not sure…

20/09/2012 – Venice

Mahlers moody music instantly transports me
to watery streets
traversed by silent gondolas,
gliding gracefully,
beneath arching bridges.
Mirrored in mysterious depths I watch
reflections of ethereal columns.
Pillars reaching blue skyward
and arching repeatedly, echoing bridges,
patterning, looping, curving, seductively
inviting exploration
into those labyrinthian
spaces.
You stand majestic on your oak and pine stilts.
Unique in your liquid beauty.
Muse. Inspiring artists, poets, musicians,
thinkers – for centuries now.
But your beauty fades like a rose.
Your colours, sun-bleached.
And your wooden legs bend with age.
None of us last forever.
But perhaps it’s your very transience
which also captures hearts and minds.
We embrace you.
We will dance with you in eternity.

10/08/2012 – A Tulip Prayer

You’ve been living for this for weeks.
Laying down at night in bed
wrapping your arms tightly
round your body
in anticipation.
Sleep evades you.
Projected images leap
before your eyes.
Technicolour bursts
flashing pictures
disturb
and excite you.
Your heart beat races.
The fragrance of lavender pervades the room
– even with your eyes tight shut.
burned on the inside of your eyelids
the reds
and purples
clash
and compliment the perfume
of his gift.
Remembering the surprise you felt
when the doorbell rang.
The crackling of the sellophane
as you clutched his flowers
against your breast.
From him?
And now
the day at last has come.
Tomorrow you will know for sure.
All that waiting and anticipating
wondering and agitating
will be no more.
You open your eyes.
All thoughts of sleep gone.
Look at the flowers by your bed.
Symbolic there,
each closed tulip like a prayer.

25/07/2012 – Dreaming

I slowly rise to the surface of consciousness.
Where my two worlds meet.
And here I reach
two hands
towards the disappearing beach.
Sand shifts beneath my feet,
the place on which my longing
washes on that shore.
And I feel the heat
of long gone times
of intimacy
and love shared and warmed with suns
of summers passed together.
Swimming side by side.
Sychronised by love.
It was but a dream.
Reflected images of love lost
shatter with the morning light,
rippling on the surface of reality.
Shimmering memories dance and leave
me as I reach again
and try to believe
that then is now
and ending never came.
Shadows of love and loss
merge together,
forsaking blame;
creating pictures fresh and new;
And weave
a tapestry of threads in colours
rich and strong.
An image real and not reflected
from days long gone.
But let me sleep.
And dream again.
And wallow
in those waters clear and warm.
Holding my past and healing today.
And let me see
reflected in the glass
my eyes,
devoid of pain.

21/07/2012 – Nocturnal Journey

Again I wake at four,
and face the open door
to another world I see,
and the two will meet for me.
I rise and walk to meet,
step following step my feet
carry me on from this world
to the next, and I am held
with love, hand in hand
we cross the bridge and stand
together, my shadow and me,
face to face, and I see
she is no stranger
but my friend.
I embrace her;
hold her;
face her
and weep
the tears of joy,
that seep
and flow
like the river
below,
washing Fear
ever
faster to the sea,
away from me.
Nocturnal Journey